Waiting Room

I've never felt so alone out here

Until I sit down I begin to fear

Of these games, cheats and lies

All those passing times

Unforgivable nights left undesired

Teasing my mind and wishes

How do I end this thinking?

Sharing a romantic dinner with my phone

Passing the time with some loans

Of love from their eyes

But I have to cut these ties

They can't be here long

He says I am wrong

To push away love

To save myself from the pain

I bat my eyelashes and laugh

As my thoughts wander into the amiss

My sheltered self begins to crack

And my feelings no longer lack